Wednesday, July 3, 2019

PAPERCLIP


By stealth,

the train in my living room

is melting.

My brother is being killed

for saving my life.

 

It was so humid that day

we visited the fighter wing

watching the jets.

I was on life support

wheezing,

God Bless America,

remembering our grandfather in

Alamogordo testing bombs for the

Air Force in the 50’s.

 

The constellation of Gemini

could be seen from the levee.

 

Now, they exterminate

our people,

veritas,

our origins

as tornado sirens and

extra-low frequencies still blare

from the factory.

 

The bones of

the liberators

are now visible.

 

 

 

 

FROM BOTH ENDS


A mercenary

tracks her murder

to a controlled burn

tourniquet

strangling

men with AR’s

guarding

a pathological sense

of entitlement.

 

She has taken on the characteristics

of the war.

 

She hunts a corrupt, criminal

underground,

an invisible

crime scene.

 

She wears the

collateral black

violence

too few have endured.

 

She ranges a more

encrypted description

of the suspects.

 

A dying man

reads psalms

from the old country.

 

Another is waiting.

F5


A radiating sun resurrected
from dissipating planets,
implicated guns in the water,
wiping cum off my tits,
at the ready,
the most beautiful women
you’ve ever seen;
my soul belongs
to the broken ones.
 
Power is an illusion,
power is a blacklight rose,
and is temporary.
 
All the ways I have
pictured you dying,
waiting like the elevator man,
holding the gardens of your life like
old, old compositions.
 
Over the bridge,
you almost convinced me that
no decent woman
thinks these kinds of thoughts.

RECEIVE


 

You see

an illuminated hourglass.

 

I see

you

held down and red,

a rape reversed,

Riders on the Storm

playing in the background

as I tighten my

black leather strap-on-

all I need is love, bitch.

 

Feel

the slave you never split

rip the wings off your

Day of the Dead

monarchy

like a tangled knot,

making you beg to choke,

heads or tails,

on my rubber barrel.

 

Tell me you want this,

beg for

the

blood

running down your legs,

my ritualistic hands

around your neck,

Esperanto,

this one last

burnt offering for

Synagoga,

 

 

Thursday, May 16, 2019

A Proper Burial


It was told that/ those who disappeared in Mazatlán/ made their way across/ the Sierra Madres/ in the Mexico Basin/ where their pirate souls were restored/ by the salty sea/ of the Gulf/

Horse hooves clucked the rhythm of urgency/ as celebratory riots broke out/ in the streets of/ Old Havana/ once its residents were told/ their tyrannical dictator/ who kept his country in shambles/ for over two decades/ had died in his sleep/ He was chained to a cement block/ along with his blood money/ and lowered/ somewhere in the Bermuda Triangle/ It was coded in the very essence/ a celebration of death/ a rising smoke vengeance/ that may have even reached/ the shores of Panama into Columbia/

Thick, sweltering air saturated/ moist skin while supple lips/ reflected dewy/ reddish-gold midnight haze/ constrained by a/ peeling and chipped pastel building/ adorning arched windows that gleamed golden light/ upon cobblestone streets/ Voluptuous women smoldered/ beneath a faint/ orange glow in darkened doorways/ their brown eyes and hair leaving little to the eye/ and everything else to fantasy/ while tobacco smoke ruminated/ in shadowed corners/ where gasping silhouettes/ fell and rose/ like the fluidity/ of absolute motion/

Where food/ and basic human decency were scarce/ violent men/ and beautiful, broken women/ got rich off the dark weaknesses/ of upstanding citizens and tourists/ on the islands/From Puerto Rico to St. Croix/ Dominica to Barbados/ archangels chased the excesses/ of the West Indies/ to the confluence of the Caribbean Sea/ and the Atlantic/

Shipwrecks could be seen/ from tattered motels/ in Fort de France/ The authorities were a part of/ if not altogether responsible/ for the corruption/ as long as they were compensated/ in ways/ that were difficult to prove/ It was whispered/ that muffled screaming could be heard/ from the women/ whimpering all throughout/ the halls/ Most were stolen from their homelands/ and brought here/ to be sold/ to men with an/ especially sadistic streak/ Even the authorities/ who did not participate/ stood watch/ to guard/ to protect the women/ The local mental institution/ was the largest residence/ on the island/

It was always in paradise/ where waves sounded like Elysian Fields/ where the worst of humanity/ drowned/ in aquamarine/ and pirate’s gold/ so long as the myth/ was created from pathos/ so as it remained a mystery/ so long as the/ sane/ the artistic/ the healers/ the shamans/ the eccentrics/ were tortured/ were exiled/ were strange and ill/ so long as the free/ were enslaved/ could there be what is called/ paradise/ the mask of an/ unspeakable/ a hidden/ an unforgivable violence/ just below the surface/ there/ within each person/ the potential/ it exists/ there exist/ infinite excuses/ to qualify malice/ Human beings will trench/ their very last heuristic/ to prove it/ and only in our/ blindest anger/sparkling like a satellite/ we falter/ a repulsive continuum/ a mutilated ecstasy/ The armies have overtaken/ the capital/ Paradise/ a requiem

 

 


Metamorphosis


What concerned me most

was the fervor

of pirouettes.

 

“Aren’t the crocuses lovely

this time of year?”

There was a rift

in your tone.

 

All I remember is

being pulled away

from you,

from the shore

as we listened

to blackbirds.

 

A new strain,

another feigned bridge.

Still, I am feeling less

vaulted lately.

 

Long ago,

I stopped underestimating

the power of environment

upon the

fragile human psyche.

 

A nocturnal bloom

more than you

could ever know.

 

Andromeda petals reflect

a light year’s longing.

 

In these

darkest of hours,

it is less about poetry

than it is
the poem.

Hermit and the Magic Blue Marble







 

Beyond the pictured rocks

where lichen licks the ground,

beneath the cursed moon

where even wolves no longer howl,

within the hills and valleys

of the darkest forest floor,

lived a man named Hermit

from the gold archaic shores.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

He was made of leaves and branches

and the soil he traversed,

he wore the wisest lifetimes

that have dwelled upon the Earth.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

From the clearest turquoise waters

in the deep, subconscious blue,

the old time-traveler came upon

humanity’s noblest truth.

 

It was just a small, blue marble

that washed up on lucid shores,

when he found, next day, within his hand

which wasn’t there before.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

He had heard of magical objects

like this marble, often in jest,

still, he wondered how it came to him

and what powers it possessed.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hermit roamed the Earth with just

this treasure and his past,

his mind was free to wander upon

existence, at long last.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

He witnessed wondrous miracles

that most others never see,

felt the depths of empathy

where the mind is truly free.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

By no means was Hermit a holy man,

yet, he’d seen a time or two,

occurrences lit unexplained,

no words to proffer proof.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

He had seen some bearing torches

with their axes and their rage,

half-formed judgements, hunting witches

to their burning, exiled fate.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

In a forest clearing where shooting stars

collect like dust,

survivors of the witch trials

piece their very own Sirius.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The walls of cavernous comets

climb the sky in shimmering gold,

each unrepairable disaster,

like lotus petals, are told.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Behind tearful, dimming eyes,

they try with all their might

to break free of the hopelessness,

spread broken wings and fly.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Though his marble had gotten heavy

and his feet were swollen and sore,

he couldn’t bring himself to ask them

to bear half a burden more.

As he began to leave, to make certain

he did no harm,

one of the brightest dying ones

took the marble from his arms.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Suddenly something strange arose

like terror in her eyes,

a scorching, empathic realization,

a connection both were inscribed.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The powers this magical object held

suddenly became apparent;

it seemed to absorb the life experiences

of the person who possessed it.

 

The moment it was passed into

the hands of someone else,

the marble made it possible to feel

what the previous holder felt.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

After offering Hermit a place to rest,

the outcasts chimed their goodbyes

as he set out alone, once again,

beneath dying, existential skies.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Through the Hawthorne and clover, the prairies and hymns,

over each disbelieving trespass,

Hermit collected each chaos like a quantum scar

and with his marble, he continued his path.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

He was looking for a Queen by the name of Wretch,

for, this Queen Wretch had it all,

she had riches gold, she had tubs without mold,

she even had a dog named Paul.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Queen Wretch’s reputation was luminous,

her tantrums as known as her greed,

though it seemed lately Queen got a bit out of hand,

so perhaps she’d need learn to take heed.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

On his journey, Hermit saw over-turned tables,

he saw Redwoods and Elms snapped in half,

he saw wolves with three tails, peeped green, slimeless snails,

could have sworn he’d seen a motherless calf.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

All the gnomes and elves who guarded the Queen

spoke in strange little symbols and codes,

they had much stranger methods to silence all creatures,

strike fear right straight down to the bone.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Queen and her minions built castles and bridges,

they sent waves crashing down through the sky,

they trenched one’s worst fears, redirected wind sheers,

made sure there was nowhere to hide.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

A war-torn world the city became

under the evil Queen’s rule,

friends became foes, so tragic how most

intellectuals were mocked as mere fools.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

A practical nature Hermit possessed,

yet, a seeker of spirit and height,

he knew no one could grow under Queen’s reign,

as there seemed never an end to the night.